I'm saying it now..

I sometimes don't get it. How you could even say to get on with my life like we are in the same position. You don't know how I'm trying to be alright. You don't know how much I wanted to do things I cannot. You don't know how I long to really live my life. As much as I need your encouragements to remind me that there is more I can do, I also want you to be the sensitive person for once, to tell me how you understand how I feel. I would probably lash out in tears but it will be a good to know that you know I am not as strong as you are. Then, we will be in the same page.